Transformation

Transformation

What exactly does this word mean? It has occurred to me that although I understood some of its nuances in terms of its meaning, I have missed the very essence of this word. Transformation is change, permanent change, lasting change, change that brings about a renewal and a rebirth. For the child of God, transformation is continuous, because we are always in the process of sanctification. What I have come to know is that transformation for many simply means taking two steps forward and one step back, three steps forward and two steps back, so that there is not optimal growth.

Transformation is growth. Period. It is being recharged to do the unthinkable through the anointing of God. It is where God steps in and takes hold of your heart and mind and begins to lead your life. It is where your thinking changes and your heart is fueled by passion to pursue the Anointed One.

I have been sick lately and I have endured some physical struggles that at times caused me to feel sad, but amidst the suffering there has been a burst of hope. A renewal. I have become reacquainted with my Savior. It is as though I have fallen in love with Him all over again. Worship has become a pleasure session. He fuels it and it bursts out like gushing water from a lofty hill that will not stop. There is a deep groaning for the work of God to be fulfilled in me. I want to know Jesus and live Him out to the fullest extent of my humanity. I am being transformed and I feel it. There is a deep desire to be made clean. To become like Christ. To forgive. To trust. To worship. To live. To follow. To hear. To listen. To serve. That is transformation. That is living out the call of Christ, and though it comes at a time when my body ails, my soul is alive and I feel the transformative power of Jesus Christ. Hallelujah! I am not ashamed to call Him Savior, and I am not ashamed to call Him Lord. The problem with many in my circle (local church) is that Jesus is sanitized and passion expressed is shunned. But I ask, “Will the real Jesus Junkie please stand up!”

A Letter from Isaac

Dear Father,

I remember the day, how I remember the day—when I thought my life was about to end. My heart thumped. My palms grew cold. My head spun. I was scared. I knew you loved me, Father, but I could not figure out what was on your mind, when you began to bind me with the rugged ropes that hung from your shoulder.

The sun was bright that day and your gray hair glistened as you stood under its heat. Your face was grave, Papa. Grave. It’s as if you had seen a phantom. It’s as if you had aged 20 years since we first left home that morning. You looked different. Your eyes darted around the altar, and I knew that something, something dreadful was on your mind. Your eyes flittered. They looked like heavy stones that might drop out at any minute. Your sweat multiplied and fell like little droplets from your cheeks.

I wondered who it was that stood over me. It wasn’t my father, but it was you, Father! It was you.  You seemed like a stranger, but it was you.

I knew you always sacrificed to Yahweh, but on that day there was no lamb, yet you had a knife.

For what?

For whom?

Me?

Couldn’t be!

But it was, yes it was, and I was bewildered. Oh, Father, I could not bear the thought of you giving me away. Why? What would Mother say? She would die.

No way!

But, just as you were about to do the unthinkable…before you plunged the knife into my heart, Yahweh proved invincible. Yahweh called out to you. A black ram bleated, and oh, it sounded like a song. There it was, stuck in the bushes. The sacrifice would not be me. The sacrifice would not be me. Yahweh made a way. God did provide the “lamb.” Oh, Father, it’s been years since that day, yet it seemed like yesterday. Indeed He found a way.

I love you Father. I admire your obedience. I admire your determination. I admire your grit. I want to follow Yahweh too—regardless….

Bless you, my Father. Bless you. I love you, Father. How I love you.

Your beloved Isaac

Away with Jealousy and Selfish Ambition

When I read the book of James, I sometimes feel as though a ping-pong player is slapping me on both sides of my face with his paddle. I say, “Ouch!” “Yikes!” “Wheew…” and I hang my head in shame. Yes, shame. I feel shame and contrition when the truth of God’s Word slices my soul. It hurts. It scalds. It heals. The heart’s reaction to the divine revelation of God is sometimes paradoxical in my own life. I feel conviction. I feel sorrow. I feel sadness over my sin—but I also feel hope, joy, peace, and forgiveness all at the same time. Only God, in His divine complexity, can allow me to experience these myriad feelings simultaneously. That is the power of the Word. It is living. It brings change when the Holy Spirit enlightens the soul of the reader. The reader will either be touched deeply and yield to truth or walk away unchanged. This is absolutely true when one reads the book of James. James is bold and declarative in his exposition. He does not mince words. He speaks boldly and decisively. Look with me at James 3:13-16.

  •  13 Who is wise and understanding among you? By his good conduct he should show his works done in the gentleness that wisdom brings. 14 But if you have bitter jealousy and selfishness in your hearts, do not boast and tell lies against the truth.  15 Such wisdom does not come from above but is earthly, natural, demonic.  16 For where there is jealousy and selfishness, there is disorder and every evil practice.

We see here that a Christ-follower must exude good behavior in meekness. It is hard to give a succinct definition of “good behavior.” You know it when you see it; the same is true of its reverse. Regardless of the age in which you live, some things are just plain uncouth and are frowned upon by polite society. You cannot wallow in debauchery and declare that you have godly wisdom. Wisdom dictates our lifestyle. Indeed, a Christian must have a certain amount of wisdom in order for his verbal profession to be true. It is wisdom that allows you to live out your walk in humility, meekness, and faithfulness. The wisdom that James is referring to is the wisdom to produce good works in faithful humility. It is the wisdom that God gives to those who ask for it.

However, the antithesis to wisdom is “jealousy and selfishness.” One can also infer that envy and the like, would be present as well. James points out that if jealousy and selfishness is present in one’s life, there is also “disorder and every evil practice.” Doesn’t this just make you want to place your hand over your heart as you ask God to guard it most securely from evil deeds? When you read James’ exhortation, you are pulled out of slumber. It gets your attention.

I know of a church where there is much unrest. The pastor lords it over his small flock by promoting and demoting different ones at will. I was told that one young woman was stripped of her post because of a mistake she made. It did not involve sex, lying, stealing or anything that is blatantly willful. She just made an error for which she asked for forgiveness. However, this pastor told her that he does not believe her and refuses to speak with her at times. I was told that she said “hello” to him and he ignored her. This particular church has had many of its members leave over the years. There are frequent clashes between different people, and unrest is a constant there. I thought of this local congregation when I read this verse. Indeed, where there is jealousy, bickering, and name-calling there is much unrest, and Satan has secured a seating place there.

I am sure that there have been times when you have said, “I wish that were me!” I have said that from time to time as I’ve thumbed through magazines or read stories of people who have inherited good fortune. But, I do not dwell on those things. I do not muse on them. I do not spend hours wondering how I can walk in those shoes. That is where the danger lies. We must become satisfied with the lives we have. That is not to say that we must not work to improve our lives or attain what we desire (e.g., a nice house, nice things, etc.), but we must guard against wanting to abandon our life so that we can live another. If we are wise, we must recognize that the things we have, have been given by God and are blessings from His hand—and we must be very thankful. To set our hearts on what belongs to another person, is to say, “God, what You have given is not enough. I don’t want what You have given me. I want more.” And, if you take that thought process and pursue that path, you will surely destroy your life. You will invite chaos into your world and your heart will be in turmoil.

Too often, there is unrest among brothers and sisters, mothers and daughters, friends, co-workers, students and teachers, and the list goes on. Why? That is not to be if we, as Christians, live in wisdom. If you are jealous of someone, abandon it now! There is no need to want what that person has. You are not sure how she has obtained the coveted possession, and you may not be able to handle it, should you obtain it.

My friend recently offered her brightly colored connure to my husband and me. It was somewhat of a Christmas present. She had bought the bird for her son to enjoy, but then she found out she was allergic to it. After much thought and sadness, she begged us to take her feathered friend into our home. My husband, being an avid bird watcher/lover, was ecstatic. First, the bird is absolutely beautiful, and is also very playful and tame. Plus, he came with two cages furnished with the best of bird toys and treats. Who could ask for more…right! Wrong. After about a month, I began to complain. The bird made a lot of messes, bathes in its water, poops a lot, drops seeds outside of the cage, and gets an attitude if he is not petted regularly. Vacuuming has become a daily chore and washing the food bowls has lost its lure. All of a sudden, my little parakeets do not seem like a step-down from this parrot. I grew up with parrots, but my grandfather always took care of them, so all I had to do was admire them. I realized that when I had seen parrots in the pet shop and said, “I wish I could have one,” I had no idea what I was asking for. Now that I have one, I know that owning one and keeping my house clean at the same time, require more work than I had imagined. So it is with other things. Before you want what your girlfriend has or wish you could have the job your buddy has, thank God for what you have.

Things are not always as they appear. Don’t make a habit of wishing for things arbitrarily. Pray and ask God to furnish you with what He wants you to have. Work hard to attain your heart’s desires, but make sure those desires are pure, and don’t sell your soul just to have things. For where there is jealousy, there is also selfishness, envy, unrest, and disorder. Thank God for what He has given to you and enjoy where you are.

Reclaiming the Name of Jesus in your Daily Walk

What’s in a name? Do names really matter today? They did in Bible times. People were very careful about the names they gave their children. They chose names that would fit the character of their son or daughter. Sometimes names are prophetic. Isaiah’s son’s name, Maher-shalal-hash-baz (“swift is the booty, speedy is the prey”), was prophetic for Assyria’s conquest of Damascus and Samaria.  With that in mind, I cannot help but wonder why Jezebel’s parents gave her that name. Jezebel means “Baal exists” in Syro-Phoeneican, but “no nobility” in Hebrew. It has a sordid ring to my North American ear. It is because Jezebel was an evil woman who wanted to kill Elijah, the prophet of God.

God’s people have access to His name. If you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Savior, you can call on His name at any time—regardless of your name. Your name may have been stained in past controversy. Misrepresented. Trampled upon falsely or rightfully so. It does not matter what images your name conjures up when it is mentioned, you can call on the name of Jesus and His name—alone—is what makes the difference in your life.

It is a name that, when mentioned, brings joy to some and offense to others. Be that as it may, Christians revere the holy name of Jesus, because it is only through Christ that we have been redeemed from sin. From time to time, however, I think we fail to tap into the power that lies within the person of Jesus. The name of Jesus is powerful! Philippians 2:10-11 tells us that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things who are in heaven, and on earth, and under the earth, and every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

It is a new year, and as we pray to God, we know that Jesus is ever making intercession for us (Hebrews 7:25). Therefore, we have the ability to ascertain the power of God. When we call on the name of Jesus we are able to live above reproach. We have the power to refrain from speaking unkind words. We have the power to speak the truth at all times. We have the power to live in close communion with Jesus. We are able to put God first. We have the power to pray. The power to resist the Devil. The power to give sacrificially. The power to delay personal gratification. The power to trust God’s sovereignty when you do not understand His plan.  The power to hold back when lashing out is more than reasonable. The power to wait. The power to be gracious. The power to be kind. The power to step out in faithful obedience when things are uncertain. The power to cast aside things that cause you to sin. The power to forgive those who have hurt you. The power to accept God’s will regardless of what it is. The power to prosper by taking one day at a time. The power to look beyond the natural. The power to surmount fear. The power to rise above failure. The power to stand strong in the face of opposition. The power to follow well. The power to serve. The power to say “No.” The power to answer God’s call. The power to live a purposeful life. The power to be productive. The power to call on God before seeking human help. The power to have vision. The power to go deeper into the study of God’s Word. The power to fast. The power to be transparent. The power to be bold. The power to be meek. The power to have passion. The power to live in a meaningful way. The power to see through deception. The power to recognize truth. The power to desire God’s heart. The power to anticipate Christ’s return. The power to hold all God’s blessings loosely. The power to persevere. And, the power to leave this world joyfully when God calls you home.

These are only a few of the advantages of reclaiming the name of Jesus. How do you do this? By getting up each morning with the conscious awareness that Christ is your Lord, and you are His child. You commune with him honestly. Read His Word faithfully. Listen to His voice keenly. Wait for Him patiently. Serve His people joyfully. When you do these things, you are actively reclaiming the powerful name of Jesus, a name for which every knee will one day bow. A name for which you and I must be ready to lay down our lives.

Chapter 2

This chapter ministered to me greatly, but there were several things that convicted me, reminded me of God’s love for me, and cautioned me against maintaining faulty thinking. I will list each item one by one.

Labels

Jennifer points out that the labels we assign ourselves can be detrimental, if they bear negative rather than positive nuances. There are some things that we cannot change about our circumstances, but we should not see those things as punishment from God. We can see them as a means to trust in God in a greater way. Jennifer used Naomi as an example of one whose label bore a negative nuance rather than a positive one. Naomi labeled herself as “bitter” and “empty” because she had lost her husband and two sons. However, what she did not know was that God had not forgotten her—He was very much aware of her circumstance. He had made plans for Boaz to be her redeemer. In the end, Naomi became the great-great-grandmother of David and was in the lineage of Jesus (cf. Ruth 4:17; Matt 1:5). She died full, rather than empty. How often I viewed my challenging situations as debilitative, rather than restorative. God is a Restorer and He gets no delight in taking things away from us, unless those things have become hindrances in our life. Whatever He takes away, He replaces with something better.

Mind Choice

Jennifer states, “Choosing to believe just one stinky thought will pollute our thought closets.” I could not agree more. I had to stop and ponder this truth. I felt like running to my chair and start typing away, but the problem was that I did not have enough time to do so. Our thoughts do determine what we become as we go through each day. How often have I programmed a wrong thought into my mind? Too often. In the past, I allowed unbelief and doubt to nest in my thoughts, leaving me faithless and downcast. That is not what God wants me to do. I am to take every thought captive (cf. 2 Cor 10:4-6)) and use Phil 4:8 (Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.) to assess my thinking. Meditating on Scripture has helped me to renew my mind and tidy up my thought closet. While I am continuing to grow in this area, I am more aware of the active part I need to play in providing effective thought oversight. I am no longer passively letting thoughts swim through my thought-pond; now, I have a sifter to grab hold of untrue thoughts and haul them out of mind before they have a chance to pollute.

Phony Bologna

Jennifer cautions us not to become like the Pharisees who are known for their double talk. Jesus called them hypocrites. He said they were like whitewashed tombs (cf. Matt 23:27-28). Tombs housed dead bodies, hence, He was likening them to graves. They looked good and clean on the outside, but were rotten and stink on the inside. They were not real at all. They were prejudiced, self-righteous, self-centered, harsh, judgmental, and unloving. They did not have the Father’s heart of compassion and mercy. As I read about the Pharisees, I am once again reminded of how imperative it is to be authentic. I am to be Christ-like at home, at the gym, when I am shopping, and while I tutor the students I so dearly love. I have to strive to be holy. I thank God for the Holy Spirit’s help as I live each day. Some days, I do better than others, but I strive to be like Christ.

Love: The Ultimate Sacrifice

Yesterday, I mailed three boxes of things to my relatives and I was shocked when the post office clerk told me the cost for mailing them was almost $200. “Wow! Oh man…that’s way out of my budget at this time,” I thought. I desperately wanted to send the things overseas for them, but honestly, I had no idea the boxes would have been that pricey. It was toward the end of the month and $200 extra was not what I wanted to spend. I would have been content to spend a hundred dollars, not two. I took a deep sigh as I sat in the van with my husband relaying the events of the day. He took my hand, squeezed it and said, “Jesus loves us so much that He was willing to sacrifice His life for us. You love your relatives a lot, and this is a big sacrifice and God sees it.” I looked at him with tears in my eyes and nodded. A conversation about the Father’s love for mankind ensued, and we were both filled with a gratitude that was quite apropos in this Holy Week.

What is love? What is sacrifice? What is a gift?

God is the embodiment of love. He loves us so much that He sent His one and only Son, Jesus, to give His life so that we can be experience forgiveness and unity with the Father. Jesus’ willingness to be crucified and humiliated—albeit wrongfully and without retaliation—is the epitome of grace and submission. His death was a sacrifice and a gift to us. He poured out His life so that we can live. So, what are we to do with this gift?

I believe every Christian is called to do the following:

  1. Love God and his/her fellow man
  2. Serve God and his/her fellow man
  3. Give to God and his/her fellow man

In the Gospels we are given a vivid picture of the crucifixion and we conclude that God’s love for man caused Him to send Jesus to redeem us from eternal damnation. That same love propels Jesus to clothe himself in humanity and walk the dusty roads of Israel and embrace mankind. During that time, He healed the sick, touched the unclean and outcasts, embraced the sinners, and loved the unlovely. He broke with social etiquette and took water from a Samaritan woman (John 4:7-26). He allowed another (who was a former prostitute) to anoint his feet and dry them with her hair (Luke 7:36-50). Talk about risqué behavior. Although Simon the Pharisee objected, Jesus did not. It was His encounter with the woman that led her to change her lifestyle. He offered her hope and God’s love, and she seized it. Jesus’ love for mankind is phenomenal; we were and still are His main objective. You are a priority to Him. The decisions you make today matter to Him. He is concerned about all that concerns you. John 13:1 states, “…having loved His own who were in the world, He loved them to the end [to the fullest extent].”

Jesus’ love for mankind beckons Him to serve us. In John 13:4 Jesus, knowing that His death was imminent, and that one of His twelve disciples would hand Him over to the Pharisees in betrayal, rose up from the dinner table to wash the dirty, grimy, smelly feet of the all the men. The men wore sandals, so their feet were not clean at all. The entire supper event seemed out of order. First, Jesus was the host of the supper so He should not have been washing the men’s feet. Also, He was greater than them; He was their teacher and it was not fitting for Him to be kneeling down before them and drying their calloused heels. To make matters worse, He had poured His life into theirs and yet they had not aligned themselves to His Father’s plan. Some of them were following Him for the wrong reasons as they thought He would oust the Roman regime and set up His own kingdom with them as subjects, and reign as God’s true king. They wanted that plan, not the agenda that sets Christ on a Cross in the midst of a jeering crowd. And, to make matters worse, there was a devil among the twelve. Nothing is worse than disloyalty. When you embrace someone and take her into your inner circle and give her your heart, only to have her turn on you out of sheer jealousy, it hurts! It really hurts. David felt the pang of betrayal as his own comrade with whom he had shared sweet fellowship, turned on him like a rabid dog (Ps 55:12-14). It broke David’s heart. However, Jesus knelt down, and taking Judas’ feet in His hands—washed them. He served His disciples until the very moment He was taken into custody on false charges.

I believe it was Peter’s sense of inadequacy that led him to question Jesus’ desire to wash his feet. Peter was probably astounded because he did not expect such an act of humility from One so great. Peter knew that Jesus was the Christ and he knew that God has sent Him. He knew he was in the presence of Deity and somehow his own sense of unworthiness must have pushed him to ask, “Lord, do You wash my feet?” When God places gifts in my lap, I sometimes ask the same question. “Why, Lord, I don’t deserve this.” But I am reminded that nothing I could ever do could earn His love for me. He loves me simply because He chooses to do so. The writer quips rightly when he penned the following words, “The love of God is greater far, than tongue or pen can ever tell…” So, in light of Jesus’ example you and I are called to serve God first, and then do the same to those around us. We must do what we can to help the sick, the poor, the needy, the discouraged, and the debilitated. Jesus pointedly states that greatness begins with service to others, (Mark 10:43). He reminds us that if He were willing to serve in the lowliest position, so should we (John 13:14).

Service requires us to give of ourselves. God gave. Jesus gave. We should do the same. What can we give when our eyes are open to the vast love basket God sets before each of us? The first thing we should give is our thanks. God appreciates our thankfulness. When we acknowledge that He is good and kind and loving, it warms His heart. When we take the time to thank God we show that we are dependent on Him. He wants us to depend on Him. He wants us to want Him. He longs for us like a married couple longs to hold a baby of their own. He loves us. He takes us into His arms and breathes on us. He holds us firmly when we are apt to squirm out of His embrace. He balances us when we think we are able to steady ourselves without His help. He comes alongside us when we take our focus off Him and place it on the wrong things. God is always giving to us. He is always finding ways to bless us. How, then, can we live without offering to others some of what we have received? How can we keep it to ourselves? We cannot. God’s blessings are so magnanimous that even if you were to spread your arms as wide as you can and try to hold it all in, some would surely fall from your grasp. It is too much for you to hold for yourself—because you were never meant to keep it all. God’s blessings are meant for you to share, not hoard. Paul urges us to give liberally and joyfully, for God loves a cheerful giver. Give and it shall be given to you, pressed down and shaken together shall men give unto your bosom (Luke 6:38).

Prayer: Oh Lord, my Father, when I think of the goodness of Christ the Savior, my heart melts like ice on a hot August day. Thank you, Lord, for choosing to breathe life into me. My heart cannot adequately express just how much I appreciate You. My mind cannot grasp the intensity of Your love, and my soul is overwhelmed when I feel Your closeness. Thank You for remembering the nameless and calling the forgotten. Thank You for calling me and my many friends. Our hearts will one day sing, “How great is our Lord…” as we lay our crowns at Your feet and bow in complete obeisance to You—the One who was, and is, and is to come. We love You Lord Jesus and we say, “Come quickly!”

Chapter 1: Day 5

Me, Myself, & Lies by Jennifer Rothschild

Chapter 1: Day 5

“Truth is always authoritative and gracious. Authoritative words should never be harsh, and gracious words should never be without power.”

When I read the above I was speechless. I was left without words because I needed to read it again and again. Indeed, truth is always authoritative because it is the truth embodied in Jesus Christ. The Truth sets the standard for what is to be and what is. It does not need to push or shove its way forward. It can simply stand back and be. On the other hand, falsehood tends to be pushy and controlling. It is afraid to allow you freedom of assessment and expression, lest you should see behind its facade. Truth is loaded with grace, the grace and freedom to question its content.

We do not need to shove Christ’s teachings down anybody’s throat. All we need to do is share His truth and live out His precepts. Our lives should be our testimony. We should speak with grace and truth. Sandwiched between the two is love, God’s love. His love will give us grace for every trial, His grace will maintain the peace He offers us, and His peace will help us maintain trust when everything around us tells us to worry. Worry is not an option for me or for you. We are women of God and we are moving forward with our eyes focused on Christ.

Chapter 1: Day 3

Me, Myself, & Lies by Jennifer Rothschild

Chapter 1: Day 3

Jennifer states that, “Our meditations reflect whatever we focus our minds on.” That is true. Whatever packs our closet is what we meditate on and what we meditate on will become the contents of our thought closet. So, I am ever aware that having a Spirit-filled thought closet packed with truth is of utmost importance. I cannot be lax about my thoughts and neither can you. I cannot wonder or worry or ponder. I must live in the present, plan light for the future and continually dump the baggage from yesterday. I believe this is what it means to “travel light.”